May 2011
April 2011
You stay ‘cause you think you want me
Pray when you need advice
Hey keep your sickness off me
I’m trying to get through
Shame you could take this from me
Bane on an empty mind
Hey keep your fingers off me
Why can’t I get through
(Hey) I keep on thinking that it’s
(Hey) All done and all over now
You keep on thinking you can save me, save me
(Hey) My ship is sinking but it’s
(Hey) All good and I can’t go down
You got me thinking that the party’s all over
Lay down
Just stay down
Lay down because I’m trying to get through
Say what you want, but you’re not gonna win this time
Take what you want, but just leave me alive
Say what you want, but you’re not gonna win this time
Take what you want, but just leave me alive
- Bryon: Keeping yourself in check is what needs to change.
- Bryon: and not acting just like your mother
- Bryon: and not acting like Liz
- Bryon: Instead of trying to fill a reason for why you are upset - and dragging the day out into nothing but an attention fest
- Bryon: Don't be phased as much as you want and try to find the most sarcastic response you can find to me trying to open your eyes.
- Bryon: It doesn't change the fact it's true.
- Shannon: What do you mean by "keeping myself in check"?
- Bryon: Stop having emotional tantrums.
- Bryon: It would be nice to have a regular conversation with you if you didn't try to do damage
- Bryon: "That doesn't really phase me, considering Liz is your fallback comparison whenever I'm upset with you."
- Bryon: You know what my first response to that was?
- Bryon: "Fuck you, you small, worthless child."
- Bryon: And my "gut" told me that you would never try to look beyond yourself - that me talking to your right now - is a waste of my fucking time!
- Bryon: That you would just do something stupid AGAIN. Every 2 weeks you go off like a BOMB and it's this huge thing.
- Bryon: And the next day it's all hearts and smiles
- Bryon: but YOU---You SOMEHOW manage to find something else to be a GOD DAMN bitch about
- Bryon: So WHY
- Bryon: Why the FUCK should I keep you in my life!
- Bryon: Coloring is such a pain!?
- Bryon: FINE
- Bryon: YOU'RE OFF
- Bryon: Wha-chow not giving you enough respect!?
- Bryon: FINE
- Bryon: YOU'RE GONE
- Bryon: We're not giving you enough respect!
- Bryon: Then get the FUCK OUT.
- Bryon: Don't you DARE ever question my integrity when I have done NOTHING but bend over backwards when you have been an IDIOT
- Bryon: I have thrown away YEARS trying to be friends with a CHILD
- Bryon: And you have not gotten it! You might get it later! But for years you have REFUSED to get it!
- Bryon: These are the consequences, Shannon! This is the real world!
- Bryon: When you pull out your sword and attack people you must answer for the wounds you inflict!
- Bryon: You wish for conversation but instead draw a blade!
- Bryon: You are a tyrant! Not a debater! Not an orator! A TYRANT.
- Shannon: I don't see any sword. I've walked into this with my hands entirely empty. No sword, no shield, nothing.
- Shannon: I haven't had a single outburst this entire conversation, opting to try to explain myself instead, so I can see where my perception was off.
- Shannon: In the emails I freaked out yeah
- Bryon: This TIME
- Bryon: THIS conversation you managed to finally keep yourself together.
- Shannon: I have outbursts so often because things continue to happen that I don't understand, I don't know how to react to, and thus make me upset. Now, granted, that is a childish response, but I never said I was mature
- Bryon: Then maybe you should just go.
- Bryon: If you can't act mature then maybe you should just leave us alone.
- Bryon: You demand conversation but make pathetic excuses when you fuck up
- Bryon: You have no sense of responsibility because mommy and daddy have always given you a way out
- Shannon: Yes, they have. I don't doubt that.
- Shannon: I talk to people older than me to get a sense of what I should be doing, rather than forcing myself to fall into the habits of people I don't like that surround me.
- Shannon: not to mention I find them to be generally more enjoyable as people
- Shannon: and I understand I'm the kid
- Bryon: We've come to expect when someone wants a conversation they don't spin around and stab them.
- Bryon: That's why Dave acts the way he does. When there's drama in the air you go offensive.
- Bryon: You don't look to repair - you look to get what you want - and if you don't find it you enrage.
- Bryon: You become untouchable.
- Bryon: that is not a conversation
- Bryon: Dave does not fight.
- Bryon: That's why I am here. That's why I am in front of you. Unlike Dave and the world I will deal with people who are offensive, rude, selfish, and childish head on.
- Bryon: and you - mad'am - all this drama - all this tension from Dave and everyone else
- Bryon: is you're doing
- Bryon: that public stunt already rattled through the internet - everyone that saw it just thinks you're being a cranky baby who just needs a nap
- Bryon: People have taken pity on me - for whatever reason - people I haven't spoken to in months.
- Shannon: Okay, so I was wrong, I can admit that.
- Bryon: I will accept no less than a written apology to both Dave and I.
- Bryon: You're off the comic. Permanently. As well as Wha-chow. Do not expect to be invited.
- Shannon: So, unless I give you a written apology, I'm out, then?
- Bryon: If you don't apologize to both Dave and I please don't expect to talk to either of us again
WHAT
WHAT WHAT
WHAT LMFAO WHAT
- and how all the kids that got on that show were fucking dumbasses
- like seriously
- the show came on every other fucking day
- there are only three pieces of the silver monkey statue
- THE PIECES ARE THE SAME EVERY TIME
- AND YET
- every time some little shit gets to the end…
PORTRAIT OF LIZ AT AGE 6
WHY THE FUCK COULDN’T ANY OF YOU PUT TOGETHER THE MONKEY
WHY WHY WHY WHY
… I already had my own pair of moon shoes though so deal with it tumblr
The anger, the bitterness, seem only to strengthen him as he works the Shadow. He’s not calling the shadow any longer so much as it’s coming to him, surging to him, twining around him like an affectionate animal.
‘It’s not fair… but you could make it fair.’
He’s no longer sure if the small, whispering voices in the back of his head are his own thoughts or the Shadow. He doesn’t suppose it matters.
” —http://meghanohara.wordpress.com/2011/04/21/fresh/